Thursday, April 27, 2006

Suddenly I could
feel the raindrops,
feel the chill of the winds,
the sad symphony of the grasses,
watch the grey canvas unfold above me.

Is it so hard to let go? Let go of all the injustice meted out? Let go of all the unfairness you made me swallow?

These 2 weeks seem to last for eternity. I never knew that anger could consume you, jealousy could kill you. I never knew that you're not judged by your worth, but by how others see you. Whether they like you or not. I never knew the intensity of a human's thirst for power and dominion. I never knew someone like you could let your grudges, your anger, your jealousy, rule you. Go ahead. Tell me YOU're so great. Do you honestly think your judgement of me could really change my worth? Did you think we were all so blind to your ulterior motives, your selfish ambitions, your personal attacks? Did you really think that you would feel better by putting us "in our place"?
Honestly, I'm shocked by your morals. Or what's left of it. (or was there any to begin with?)Come to think of it, I really shouldn't be. I can't conceive the idea of anyone resorting to do what you did in order to feel good about yourself. To boost your pride. Right now, I don't just have an idea of someone actually doing what you did. I'm DISGUSTED that you have done it. Pretty expected from someone like you, huh? I should have known. Long time ago. What can I say? I'm at a loss for words. I won't scoop to your level and return an eye for an eye. I can't imagine myself doing that. And I won't. I may be tolerant but not others. They've quit. Haven't you realised? Go ahead. Tell THEM you're so great. But I guess even if you do, no one's there to hear you boast. Go ahead.

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