Going. Going. Gone. hey gurls! In a few hours time, I'll gone. Yeah. I'm leaving all those things that has plagued me lately here. I don't wish to bring them there with me. Coz those people need the hope they're looking for. I'll deal with my own past baggages when I get back. Alone. Coz that's what I learned last night. That I really shouldn't assume someone's always there to hear me out. Coz that person's not always there. Well at least that much was told to me. Last night was like the worst night ever. Stuck in my own misery with even someone I thought was so close to me refusing to listen. For a moment I felt like Emily Rose, tortured by the devils. Today was worse. No one understands. They just laugh and laugh. Thinking you're fine when you not. Spent some time sitting outside CHJIMES just thinking. It was peaceful until someone came and disturb it. Needless to say, I left and went back into that dreamlike place, with heavenly voices and beautiful Roman arches. Broken, sad, tired. Yeah, I'll deal with everything alone. Coz the world doesn't revolve ard me. And yeah, that i'm not the only one with troubles. But what if I tell you that my troubles come from within?