I Love You!

Happy Birthday Oafie darling!
Hey dear, one year cooler, one year wiser yeah? Plus ten times more beautiful than the last! I love you loads, hon! *butterfly kisses* Study hard k? You know God helps those who help themselves right? Carpe diem! I know you can do it! So hang in there and give it your best shot. I'll always be here praying for you k? Then when we grow up, we can do missionary together. But first, we have to decide where to go. hmm... Africa or Nepal. The hot or the cold. But anyhow, cross this first hurdle first k? You know God looks down from heaven and sees us as we are, but loves us as He would like us to be. So don't disappoint Him yeah? One day, you totally have to bring me to UK and show me your old house! Remember our little agreement on owning a strawberry farm? You so have to show me the little plot of land you grew ONE strawberry from!!! But all this is in the future. So think for the present and do your best. God will do the rest. I'll be waiting for you when you're done. We have to learn Spanish together remember? Love you always, Oafie!
Just came back from Chamber. It was cool to relive those SYF moments again. I mean, when we played Resphigi and Wiren again, all those wonderful giddy memories came flooding back, including our win and the countless hours of rehearsing with our seniors and all. And I realised I really miss them. ALOT. I'm beginning to like Chamber all over again, after a period of passionless playing. Maybe because I'm beginning to find solace in the music we play. Dad just said life must be full of ups and downs, then we have stories to tell our kids and grandkids next time. Thanks, Dad for making me feel so much better. My life IS full of ups and downs. No wonder lots of feelings I feel do feel old. My mood hasn't improved much and Hanyou asked why I had so little to say. I think I'm partially becoming a shadow of my true self. Or rather, I'm beginning to explore the other me. The quieter, less giddy girl so few come to know.
Spoke to Jen today, and I think Jen really trusts in Him more than I do. It's really friends like these that pull you together and help you focus on God the problem solver and not the problem itself. Thank you Jen! Love you girl!