I'm so sorry. How many times do you want me to apologise? If you don't believe me, how do you expect me to believe you? URGH. I'm just doing my responsibility. I can't just back out of the concert just because I'm sick! Ok. So you think I shouldn't even have performed for the concert and go for your party instead? Fine. You can give Him an answer, (or rather, excuse)but I can't and I won't. I won't back out of something I've already promised God just because you said so.

Spend a stupid night thinking how I might have hurt him. But I realised if he can't understand my predicament, it's not worth me explaining it over and over again to him anyway. I'm really sorry. But I'm not making it up. He can't see things from my point of view. Sorry, dude. Really. Please understand.