hey.. gosh. I think my blog's dead. No one visits it anymore la. Sheesh. oh wells, but i'm still writing in it right? :D Hmm.. Yu Shan's back from Norway I think. Hey girl, I'm so sorry for missing out on the dinner at Mache! But I had a family dinner and Dad was cooking fried rice! Gosh. My dad hardly ventures near the stove! I really actually considered going, but it was late when it ended. Sorry, girl. We'll meet up when we're more free k? Like when we can get more 409 people to turn up!

I just watched Kill Bill!!! :D Uma Thurman rocks. She's so pretty! Hehz.. and I'm beginning to take to the idea of being a professional assassin! It's cool know. The adrenaline when you kill someone, (I think I'm scaring those around me, with my gory inclinations) when you see their head roll and revenge turns sweet! Or how cool is it when you can actually aim so precisely into someone's heart with a flying knife? And I'm really attracted to the samurai form of art. Coolness. Wish I could own one of those Japanese steel! Oh, did I mention that I think the most stylish fighter is Lucy Liu? Whoever wears a kimono and walks on snow with nothing but socks and fight with a samurai sword, in a death duel? Ok, she's died in the end..but still? You get my drift. Really total coolness!!! hmm.. What else. oh. and I never knew the Black Mamba was the deadliest snake in Africa. It's bite to the face or neck can kill a human in 20mins. And erhmm.. something I learned from the movie, when you're in a tight lock of samurai swords, the best defence is to pluck the other person's eye out... Gross but deadly. you will win. No matter what!

Ok. This is getting too gory. I shall digrest. Let's see. Being a professional killer wasn't the only thing I wanted to be! I thought being a sharp shooter professional killer was cool enough. Now, I think it's cooler to fight with swords and knifes. (Why do I keep gravitating towards the gory details?) and I actually wanted to be a professional sky and base diver! And one thing I always wanted to be since young, a volcanologist! Fancy standing on red hot lava in special suits and watching nature spew it's fiery in red and orange! What else? Oh yeah. In secondary school, I was obsessed with fashion and film! I remember telling Jess I wanted to be a film director and fashion designer! And she was like "yeah! when i see your name scroll up after a film, you must remember me, yeah?" Sure thing, honey.. :) Isn't it cool? Oh and I wanted to have my own fashion show in Milan or London! But Charlotte said "girl, yeah, you can learn fashion. But it really depends if they take to your designs. At best, you make it big. At worse, you come home and set up a tailor shop. And sew zips..." ok. Now I think it's only a dream. Oh and the latest, I wanted to be a strawberry farmer! I wanted to make everything out of strawberry! No joke! I wanted a strawberry ship to ship my products, I wanted a strawberry truck, to transport my strawberries on land, I wanted to live right in the middle of my strawberry field! And I remember telling Oafie about it, and she was like "yeah girl, I used to visit strawberry farms often when I was in Durham,UK and even tried growing strawberries in a small plot of land in my backyard, but in the whole patch, I grew only 1 pathetic strawberry..." ok babe, I get your point...haha. But she agreed to support me whatever I intend to do! My best friend. The one God forgot to give as my sister! What else... oh. The most important. I wanted to be a missionary in Nepal or Cambodia. And Oafie said she wanted to go Africa. And I was like "I can't stand the heat!" I wanted to spread the word in Nepal, lead a simple life, smell the fresh air on the mountains, see the awesome sunset, etc. What else... oh yes. For a brief period of time last year, I wanted to go into the arts. Take up music, be a violinist, (until i realise i'm too amateur) or an artist! sigh. Ok. I'm talking a lot of rubbish..until then..

signing off..