How do I even begin? Sometimes, I like to see the world behind rose-tinted glasses, to pretend that the flaws don't exist. But its getting increasingly tougher each day. The ways of the secular world. I think we all come to our senses and realise it sooner or later. This ugly truth. I can't believe I'm cynical about the world around me already, at age 18. It's probably because I hate rejecting people. But I feel if its within my capability, I'm more than happy to do it. But really, don't push it. Because sometimes, when you get accused of something you didn't do, the feeling really sucks. And I'm just being nice enough to swallow it.