That old feeling...

Time heals all wounds yeah? I'm beginning to think so too. I've decided from today onwards, I'm not going to look back and bemoan what I should have done. I did what I could in the past. I could not have done otherwise. So I'm looking forward now. Time like a wheelbarrow, moves in constant motion. I can't unwind the little hands and make them go my way. I would rather experience those moments in my life, be they horrid or euphoric. They are what moulded me into who I am today. Right now, I look back on my 17 years here and I realise I've rode over many waves, big or small. But i've emerged unscathed. Isn't God wonderful? And I've taken away with me lots of memories and a wealth of experience and wisdom. So I'm thankful for those trying times. Mummy's mug reads this: Do not pray for an easier life, pray to be a stronger person.I guess my childhood prayers were answered! Mummy used to teach me to ask for wisdom and to be stronger person. I think all those turbulence in my life were meant to strengthen and teach me. Yeah, so I give thanks now. :)
Open house preparations were more exciting than I thought. But the best part really was the dry run. I haven't played in a concert for so many months now, I think I'm hungry for the adrenaline that precedes it. I can't wait for tomorrow now.
Anyway, I just got back from Judy's. So I'm learning Servick first before doing Mendelssohn. I wanna learn Mendelssohn! This only means I have to master those etudes. Yeah, I figured long ago that in life, it's always a give and take. :)