haiz feeling quite shit now.
i just hate this whole "i don't know what to do" phase in my life
i guess its so much easier to let God take the wheel,
sigh
i miss Oafie
i miss Charm
i'm scared of the unknown
i think everyone chooses their path in future now
i can't seem to decide on mine
everyday the docs at my workplace ask "so how? what have you decided?"
and i say "i don't know man"
And i really don't.
Mavis is a sad sad girl.
Very very sad
my only aim in life now is to get distinction for violin dip
so everyday i don't think.
just come home from work and saw away on my violin.
Bach's Partita no. 3
i'm so screwed.
Talked to Oafie for a pretty long time yesterday,
mostly talking rubbish
but still, i really miss my best friend!
sigh
life sucks
i'm getting cynical
I used to envision myself leading a quiet life,
one that i'll surely know where I'm going
and you know, stay within the comfort zones..
but God just sat and laughed at my plans
He put my life into the blender
and now, i'm forced to take a step into the wilderness,
into unchartered waters
someday i know i'll look back and praise Him for everything that has happened
but i fear that day will be too far away
Will i still remember the events that plagued me during these dark days, then?