topsy-turvy

Life sucks. Everything stinks. Every night, i find myself plugging in and listening to Perfect World by Simple Plan. And every night, i find myself sinking deeper and deeper into this state of depression. Every single night. I can't find a way out, everything pulls me into a deep pit and i can't breathe, i can't get out. everyday i blog almost more than once. Coz everything around me upsets me. I could kick everything up, smash up my stupid violin, tear the pages out of the books. It takes a lot to hold it in. Everything just falls apart. All the time. Welcome to my world upside down.